Make Me Shiva
You limited me in this hopeful boat of nine crevices
Oh what crime did I commit for me to get entangled in loveless world..
How many lives did I destroy that you burn me
With ruthless words of Heartless minds...
When will you make me fit to live in this world of uncertainty?
Endless seems my journey to make myself fit oh DEVAAAAAA
Waiting am I for your divine love to grace upon me...
When will you appear to make me disappear?
Why did you give me mind body and all these layers??
For whose appreciation did u give all these forms of art?
For whose happiness did u create me?
Am I such an untouchable creature and unfriendly creature?
oh devaaaa
Rip this being into nothing
No Mind
No Body
No Yes
No Nothing
Not even unconditional love
Life s painful teachings
Am unable to bear
Make me loveless
Make me fire
The ruthless element that has no empathy sympathy
And no directions to go
Make me Fire Make me Fire
Oh Devaaaaa!
Lingering are you always in me
To keep myself like sadha-shiva full of compassion and Intensity
Without prejudices and divisions
Why did you let me wander in this world filled with Prejudices?
Show me the way to be “YOU”
Watching am I..
Longing is this being for your presence
Oh Deva
Tell me the day when you'll arrive in me
Inculcate the means to live amidst loveless lives..
All along you threw me into
Unexplainable pains and burnt me
Oh Devaaaa
My eyes are dry for they bear no tears anymore
My sinews has no power to pump love
And be garlanded with ruthless words
Rip my softness apart oh Deva
I shall rest in untouched plank of nails
Though Bleeding I shall sing your praises
And see every creature as you
You are my breath and life
I have no place to go
I have no heart to reside
I am not made to be among all these
Oh Deva
Throw me into infinite fire
So I become just "Shiva" the untouchable.
Why are you named karunaamoorthi?
To see only tears in my eyes
Won’t you come to take me in your lap?
Will you never caress my life with love and love only
Will you ever come in front of me to shower your love on me?
Will you ever come to make me one with you? Make me your light?
Longing still longing with deep love and thirst:
Will you ever quench my thirst Oh Deva??
